Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Just FRIENDS

My second elder bro, Kelvin always make me think twice with his words. 80% of the things that he said to me is really useful when the time comes...
One of them sounds like this:

"Friends, I have many. But best friends, I have none and don't need any. I treat everyone equally and most of them treat me as their best friend. And its better that way."

This is superb.
It is really true-that's what I'm experiencing at my college.
But it's not in the positive way though.
Its really disappointing for me to have experienced such a situation because I'm "indirectly proportional to that theory", in a sense that I values my friends greatly and chooses to be close to some of them. That is exactly where the problem comes in...

It happened recently and revolves around me and two of my friends at college which i should not mention their name. Well, I'll just name them A and B. A and B was really close at the time we newly know each other. The first incident occurred about a month ago when A told me that she felt strange bout B. A expressed that A was so disappointed that B treat A in such way that shows that B doesn't care bout A. A also told me that B thinks that I've been acting different since our first break. At that time, I was quite close to B and treats B as my sibling as we have some similarities.

So, I decided to solve the problem by consulting B.
It wasn't a bad idea. At that moment, B was having some personal problems too. B confessed that B was having some problems and I talked B through. We spent quite some time sitting beside the pool and shared B's problem(sharing means caring... =P), our problems, as well as the incident between A and B. At the end of the day, B told me that B got an idea of what to do. B promised to treat A better and will solve the problem. I TRUSTED B's word and felt really happy, at least, during that moment.

Three weeks later, we just came back from our Raya break.(Last week)
That is when the second outbreak shown its signs. Both A and I noticed a significant change in behavior in B. B was like another person to me. I'm used to treat B in a very bullish but caring way. B never complained about it before. Not until now. I felt like this:

"What??? How the hell you expect me to treat you? Can't treat you good? Can't treat you badly? Can't treat you like how I've been for the past 4 months? I'm jealous? Why the hell am I jealous with certain people??? Hell yeah!!! I am!(sarcastically) What I care? LoL!!!"

That wasn't the most depressing thing. Over the week, B and I somehow got more and more distant. We don't talk to each other much, we don't eat together like we used to and we don't really care. B is doing the direct opposite of what she had promised me. The TRUST between us was BREACHED at that very moment... Well, people change over time. Can't really do anything about that. SCREW IT!!!

The MORAL of the story is simple.
When we come to college, we must realise that all of the people are grown up and is very complicated.(unlike our high school friends that grew up with us) We will never know them well enough. Sometimes when you think that you know your college friend well enough, something will suddenly pop out of no where and proves you wrong! Therefore, to avoid the FREAKING HECK-ish DISAPPOINTING feeling I'm in now, we need to keep our distance when we make friends in college, not to be too close to them. Just be friends. Nothing more, nothing less. You'll feel better.
End of the story.

Screw Nescafe!!!

Its 2.12a.m.
And thanks to half mug of Nescafe, I'm freaking energetic now!
Darn it...
Can't sleep, stuck with Pure maths tutorials, friends busy studying,bored with Facebook...
What else can I do???
Help!!!
I'm stoning...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

End of The Route

The Sun fell below the violet belt,
In near darkness,
I searched for the path,
Reluctant to give in to the shadows,
I walk step-by-step,
But to all in vain,
For the only thing awaits,
Is an empty whole,
In the end of the route.

College As USUAL..

Well, I've been back here since Wednesday.
Nothing much has changed except Steve(my roommate + cousin) has been gone for his end-semester break and moving out of the house.
And of course, its much better that way. Now that nobody will be around, I'll have more time on my own and study without eyes setting on me.(as if i really study that much) I really enjoy being alone at certain time-most of the time. I can just be who I am and do what I enjoy most.


Never the less, dad bought me a laptop-finally...
Its a Compaq Presario CQ40-502AU.
Not really the best of laptops but I managed to con the shopkeeper to upgrade my RAM to 4Gb.
Muahaha^^
I took the model with AMD Athlon X2 with ATI Radeon Graphic Card rather than the Intel Core Duo. Better graphics and almost similar performance for the same price!
My bro gave me his Belkin(we tend to call it Beh Hiao Kin which means no problem in Hokkien) wireless mouse too... He even tweaked my laptop to give an optimum performance...
What else could I ask for?
*BIG GRIN* =)))
LOVE YOU, DAD AND BRO, KEL!!!
I'm quite worried that this laptop will keep me away from the books but I'll try to resist the temptation. Haha.


Got to survive Test 3 which is 1 month due from now.
Test 2 was a failure.
My overall marks improve by a little bit but I'm not satisfied with it though. And again my Bio was really close to an A-74 marks. I got 73 marks... =..="...
The only thing I'm proud of, is for sure, my Applied maths. Got 48/50. Highest in the lecture but the actual total mark should be 52, Ms. Chua, my Apmaths lecturer screw up the markings. Haha. Chem and Physics are still as disappointing as ever. With GP dropped from 98 to 65... >.<#... Sad case...
Screw Test 2, I'll do better for Test 3. 74 for Bio!!! Aiming for an average 70 marks.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

We Were Born On The Same Day

11th Febuary 1991...
We were born on the day...

Ah Peng... a.k.a Phenolpthaline...
Miss China in the town!!! xDD
She's the first candidate for class rep...
But somehow she resigned...
Not really close to her thought...

Ivy Cheah and Me...
Ivy is like a lil sis to me...
She's cute and blur blur most of the time...
I tend to bully her someyimes...
But sometimes she's kinda emo...
When she emo, she really scares the hell outta me...
Haha...
Maybe that's just how Aquarians are...
We do share some of our secrets though...
We're somewhat similar in some sense..
But different in many sense...
=..="...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

TODAY IS A FKING DAY...

I got F**KED in Chemistry!!!
First time I'm corrupting this blog with vulgar languange but really cant help it...
MCB...
Top of the class for Applied Maths, so WHAT???
You got 48 marks for Physics and
You FAILED YOUR FREAKING CHEMISTRY!!!
38 marks and passing mark is 40...
Finding a wall to bang on...
Somebody, please SCREW ME NOW!!!
WHAT THE F**K IS WRONG WITH MY FREAKING BRAIN???
IT CAN'T FUNCTION LIKE IT USED TO...
DAMN YOU, BRAIN!!!

Monday, September 14, 2009

CHEM LECTURE + MR.DAVID LOH NAGGING

Seriously, I don't understand what the others in my lecture thinks.
They are dumb enough to complain about Mr.David Loh's HAIR.
Will that even affect any of our studies.
Not that his hair is in style anyways... Haha...
There's someone who complained that he is CRAZY pulak...
=..="...
But I think Mr.Loh is smart...
He even took the opportunity to say people complain that his not is incomplete.
Therefor, he won't be giving us the notes for A2 and we have to write our own notes...
GENIUS... GREAT... DAMN...
But thanks to whoever that person might be,
we had a 35 minute nag from Mr.David Loh...
There he goes again...
Talking about the parents and how he screw them.
A boy that asked him "Why is the college fee so cheap? How bout the quality of the lecturers?"
And of how much other people from colleges like Taylor's or Sunway would pay for his lectures...
HECK...
Will he ever give up???

CHEM LECTURER

YESSSSS....
This is indeed a priceless expression from my best lecturer ever...
He teaches chemistry but often ask us "I don't understand why you all want to take chemistry. If you are a girl, your soon-to-be mother-in-law will ask you whether you know HOW TO COOK CURRY CHICKEN, add SUGAR or add SALT. They won't ask you whether you know how to do TITRATION or add SODIUM ETHANOATE or add TETRACHLOROMETHANE..."
WE CAN'T DENY THAT HE'S THE BEST IN HIS JOB...
He pushes us hard and tends to make us study everyday...
His starts his lecture with the same words everyday,
"You better STUDY EVERYDAY ah, if not I'll FAIL YOU in your test. I'm SERIOUS. Don't fool around and start to BUCK UP."
IF YOU'RE GOOD MR.DAVID LOH IS BETTER...
In each lesson, he will relate something to himself.
He got a waterproof watch made by the Germans and can be used for deep sea diving.
He got a set of SILVER CUTLERY.
He got a bag from leather OXFORD.
He bought a DIAMOND RING for his wife for their wedding anniversary.
He even got a QUAD-CORE, WINDOW VISTA, 1TERABYTE MEMORY COMPUTER.

PHYSICS TEST 2

ZZZ...
Oh, man... I wish Physics was done last Thurs...
I'm totally screwed this time...
Not enough time to finish the paper and seeing 23 marks flying of my papers...
T.T
HECK...
I forgotten all the stuff I studied for physics on last Wed...
Am I getting old?
My brains don't go that well anymore...
Perhaps I need some lubricant for it...
Haha...
=..="...
WELL...
Lets just hope I can get above 53...
At least got improvement...
Boleh hantar report kat ayah...
XD...

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Physics Test 2 DELAYED!!!

Woo hoo!!!
Physics Test 2 is DELAYED to next Mon!!!
More time to study...

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Test 2, Day 1

Ah, Shit...
I lost 3 marks in Applied Maths!!!
What the heck...

This is how the question sounds like:
2) A team of basketball player consist of 5 players with mean height of 76inches, median 78inches and range of 11inches.
a) find the new mean, median and range if the tallest player is substituted with a player that is 2inch taller.(4M)
b) find the new mean, median and range if the tallest player is substituted with a player that is 4inch shorter.(3M)

Ivan did:
a) median=79inches
b) median =76inches

Answer:
a) and b) also no change at 78inches because the guy with the mid-height never kena substitute!!!

Heck...
Stupid me...
Now can get max 47/50... T.T...