Work @ Maxis

With all the talks, I finally started working.

I was not really up to the mood to work. However, with Cho eager to work, we went for a job hunt yesterday and gotten a job at Maxis ECM. As any other typical Kuantan job, the basic is quite low at RM 650. We do have commission pay. Well, its better to get paid while stoning at a mall rather than earn nothing rotting at home.

Its the first day of work.

Only now I realise that there's quite a few things that can make my head spin - the different call plans, different data plans, phone specs, etc etc. First lesson for the day - Broadband. And somehow I manage to sell one. Not bad for a freshie! =D

And people, Iphone4 is out of stock!

Don't come knocking the door for it. You gotta wait at least 3 weeks to a month for you. Like it or not, you can't get it from any where else for now. Sulk it up!

Working is sure tiring. =(

Hiking/"jogging" @ Pelindung

Wooh~

Woke up at 7.20am.

For the first time over this few months, I woke up so early in the morning. It was really a last minute plan when Yi Hui suddenly ask me at 11pm yesterday night. Was kinda lazy at first but figured that I should do some exercise before this body turns moldy. Btw, I slept at 3am.

Lucky me for hitching a ride.

Yi Hui's the driver. And Kaev, she drives manual much better than you. =P Anyways, Jun Yee tagged along or rather, I was the one tagging on. Back to story, so we set our foot on Pelindung. It been years since I've been there. Its a good day for hiking I would say. Conquered the place in 45 minutes and hung out at the sight seeing spot at Pelindung. Didn't realise the houses look so small from up there. My vision gotten worse. Can't really see the things that the 2 girls see.

Had breakfast after that.

Went to Seng Kong Restaurant. The girls are really tied to their homes. One have been there for the second time. The other prefer her dad to buy her food. =.=".. But yeah, we chatted quite some time. Talked bout the old days and man, I'm envious how some people can be satisfied so easily. Modesty, something I'll never learn in the near future. Or I'm just aiming too high that I'll never achieve.

Cut the crap,

The whole outing was really fun. Especially the sighting of the city. I love this town, but I must leave this place for greater heights.

Dream

I have a dream.

Since young my dream was simple, to be well known.

I want the whole world to notice my existence.

So, one day I told dad; I want to be an artist!

Dad told me; you'll only be known when you're dead!

I have a dream.

Then I given up drawing.

I got hooked with a new thing - SCIENCE.

Watching science-fiction movies make me wanna do what the guys do.

I wanted to make robots!

But physics was never my favourite subject.

I have a dream.

Helping people is always a passion.

I feel bad for the poor and unfortunate.

I feel that I have a need to give them all I can.

I decided to do something that can help many people.

Now my dream is finally within reach.

A degree in genetics at one of world's leading university.

I can involve myself in the world of Science.

I can help people with my researches.

Top of that, I can be well known once I make a breakthrough.

The problem is,

I am constantly in insomnia.

What is a dream when you can't sleep?

I remember that there were once that one of my lecturers told me about his past.

He told me of what might had happened back in his studying days. He did well in his exams and got an offer for overseas studies. He opted not to accept for a certain reason which he was reluctant to tell me.

I found myself sitting in his place now.

He gave up that opportunity.

Should I? =\

SOME THINGS SHOULD NOT BE SAID

Everyone have something that they hold dear.

Everyone have something that they are extra sensitive about.

Everyone will react differently on those sensitive issues.

Everyone have different level of acceptance.

When someone you hold dear,

talks about you (in a bad way) or compare you (to something or someone which you obviously are not like that at all) or treats you in a way which is way off your level of acceptance. How would you feel? Hurt? Angry? Despair? Confused? What would you do? Fight back? Tell them how you feel? Keep your silence?

I am a very simple person.

I put my family first in everything. And at the same time, within this family, there are things that make me feel unease sometimes. Of course, it happens in every family. There are not a single family which have no problem at all. Even if I point out the problem, the situation will not change. The problems is here to stay. I can only live with it. So, how do I feel? I feel congested with mixtures of feeling and sometimes I would break down without any pillars to support me. So, what can I do? Find a corner which I can hide and cry.

Being the youngest son with a younger sister,

I am one that holds no privilege whatsoever at home. Simon is the eldest son and usually, in Chinese tradition, the eldest son is more favourable to the parents. Kelvin is the smartest one whom have the highest achievement, he is the pride of the family. Samantha is the youngest and only daughter at home, obviously she's pampered most and thus, have the worst attitude. Where do I come in? Probably "just another son"?

To attract my parents' attention,

I have to do things that my siblings will not do. I pushed myself to excel in many ways. I help my parents to do all the things that my siblings don't usually do. For one instance, I am the only one who would bathe and feed the dog apart from my mom. Another, I am the one who care enough to do check the garden out and cut branches. When the toilet bowl is non-functioning, who will fix it? *all fingers point at me* At school, I wanted to be the best in everything I do. St. John, prefect, Interact, etc etc. I love to be the son that my parents can proudly brags about. At the end of the day, I failed to do so. Not only I was not the top brass in extra curricular activities, I screwed my SPM examination.

LIFE SUCKS

For that,

my sis never show respect. If it was Kelvin, she'll gladly listen to him without complains. Whenever I give her advice (even in a mild manner), she'll show me disrespect. Even the youngest in the family treats me that way. Mom and dad will side her most of the time. If not, both of us will be scolded. However, I am used to it. What can I complain? I have a home, I have a family and I have a life. It wouldn't be home if things are different. Probably I am destined to be the timid character in the family?

If they have said anything that hurts,

just swallow it whole like an oyster straight down the throat and don't fret about it. Some things should not be said and even if it is said, I just have to live with it. That is life as we know it.