Outing~!

Finally!

An outing with my high school buddies.

A few of them is missing - Kayu, Cho, Sean, Kelvin.. We went to watch Resident Evil 4 which I'm quite lost with the plots (after all, RS3, 2 and 1 was produced way too long ago). Seth said it was totally different from the game and I've no idea. One thing I'm sure of, the girls totally don't like it - too much killing, little story and all bloody.

We went to Sungai Pahang walkway after the movie.

The next day, or I should say 1 and 1/2 hour after the movie, is actually Li Ann and Jamie's birthday. We made a last minute plan to buy a cake and give them a surprise celebration but all the bakeries are closed. Anyhow, we did sing birthday song and gave them a little gift.

Hanged around the walkway till 12.30am and went back.

It was real fun to get everyone (not exactly all) to hang out.

We're all wacky and weird but sane. =D

All of us gonna miss gou lou because he'll be leaving us soon.

*the posers*

have no idea when we'll be having such outing again...

Uni Uni Uni

What a hectic week!!

The time has finally come for me to decide which Uni to apply for.

I didn't realise that it would be so difficult to apply for Uni. Since I wanna study in UK, I gotta apply through UCAS. It was suppose to be easy to apply. Just follow the guidelines and voila, application sent!

Well, that is if you've time that is.

I was asked to complete everything, including writting my personal statement, find a referee to write a reference, research on the course and Uni I wanna apply for and submit everything in 3 days! It took me the whole night to plan and write my ps draft. T__T

Luckily I've got guidance from my bro, Kelvin and counsellor.

Could've imagine how clueless I would be without their help. Thanks to my bro, I manage to finish pretty much everything except my ps (which needs a lil bit of tweaking) and my reference. Once done, I'm a free man again. I wish...

A2 trials is coming and I'm sitting for 4 Physics papers.

Why I take physics?? T__T

Luckily other subjects are all cool. Should brush up my maths though.

Doing it Right... In the Wrong way!

I'm seriously in to set the score straight with my A-level.

Imma re-sit Physics, work my ass on Bio, and study like mad.

Mad is probably the most appropriate word to describe my life now...

Waking up at 7.35am every morning,

go college at 8am,

attend class till 2-3pm,

study at library/ citc till 4-5pm,

go back hostel and sleep till 7-8pm,

eat dinner, bath, etc then back to hostel do tutorials till 2-3am.

Sometimes imsonia till 4am.

My average sleep time is about 5 hours a day...

I've hanged my basketball shoes for the better...

Play maximum 3 hours of Football Manager (hey, I gotta release stress somehow)

Set a minimum of one past year to be done per day...

Sounds like a freaking geek?

I think so...

But considering the reciprocal, I'm doing everything right!

There'll be no room for Bs or anything below A now...

4 A* will be within grasp if I continue to push myself this way...

There are a few side effects too...

I'm worned out due to lack of sleep (not that I don't want but somehow, I just can't sleep),

my body aches because I've given up on exercising (that's what happen when an active person stop doing exercises right?),

And I'm pretty tensed up...

Like the title suggests,

I'm doing it right but in the wrong way...

ps: Who cares if its the right or wrong way? As long as it is the way to acchive what I'm aiming, that is my way!

ArSe Result

The day that I've waited so eagerly for the past 2 months had finally came.

My AS result was out last last Friday...

Biology - a

Chemistry - a

Physics - b

Mathematics - a

General Papers - b

Worst still, I've gotten my breakdown last Friday.

Bio - AAC

Chem - AAA

Phy - ACA

Maths - AA

Bio was quite expected as I've totally flunked my paper 3. Physics paper 2 was the killer. Initially, I thought that I've got CBA, BAB or CAB. But freaking yes la. I've got a freaking C for paper 2!! Any results ranging from AAC, CAA, ABB, BAB, BBA or BAB could have been an a!!!

The final blow was just about 2 hours ago..

Ms. Tong came in and showed us the threshold mark for all Physics paper.

The threshold for paper 2?

A - 32, B -28, and the following grades are all 4 marks away.

The total mark is 60.

For that instance, this is what that went through my brain just now:

"You fucking retard! You can't even get half of the mark for your fucking paper 2! What the fuck is wrong with that fucking brain of yours?"

I've no idea whether to laugh my ass out or jump down the river...

Just like SPM, I've flopped... AGAIN...

Is it me or my life had always been like the 'lebih kurang' state?

I'm always in the "so close yet so far" situation. I've told myself over and over again - I'm just not giving 100% on studying. Hell, I did.. Seriously... I've given my best and still, I'm a major let down.

Probably for anyone in my class who got my result would be seraphically happy.

Well, that is for them. Each person who congratulate me is equivalent to a kick in the backside. Sound arrogant eh? Guess that's just me. I'm not some holy man who accepts what comes in place nor I'm a optimist who sees everything on the brighter side.

5 more days...

Damn...

AS result gonna be out in another 5 days...

Eh, nono...

Should be in another 4 days (Since its 2.35am in the morning).

Man, really gan jiong. I was dreaming bout it the other day but I've forgotten what I got. LOL.

With A2 nearing and the result coming out, Mr.Insomnia is back for a visit.

Its really hard to sleep unless I tire myself very very much with playing sports. There's a price to pay though. My body is aching like hell and I'm darn tired even during class.

Looking at the A2 syllabus,

there are loads of stuff to remember, understand and practice. Kinda worried whether there's enough time or not. The other classes seem so much faster than us.

Damn damn damn...