My academic performance have been declining since form 3.
At times I really want to know what had happened for the past 6 years. What had changed? I am after all, still the same Ivan Ho Yee Man. Why am I not performing even half as good? Or is it that I am deteriorating as a student?
I understand that many things happened.
My SPM result, not getting a scholarship, not getting the desired A-Level result, not getting to UCL, yadda yadda. Perhaps I am demotivated? And allowed myself to slack? Or simply because I don't enjoy studying any more?
I miss leading the pack. I miss being successful.
I miss being able to answer every question the teacher can throw at me.
I NEED AN ANSWER!!!