My Owh-some Mother (M.O.M)

You've been in my life since the beginning...

When I was a baby, I would cry in the middle of the night, waking you up just because I have nothing better to do.
When I was a little kid, I would be a pain for being naughty and nosy with everything.
Now, I am a teenage boy, I would ignore your words and label them as "nagging".
Yet, you're still in my life.You've spend half of your life time taking care, worrying and thinking about me.
Without noticing, your hands are becoming rough and wrinkles are forming on your pretty face.
Even so, you remain pretty and warm in my heart.
You're My Owh-some Mother.
I love you, mom!
Happy 50th Birthday!!! =)

Its never enough...

Man, I've been back in KL since Tuesday...
And have been revising... Revising... And Revising...

Sooner or later...

I'll go outta my mind.
The mini processor in my skull is running on full speed and have been overloaded...
SERIOUSLY OVERLOADED...

With BIO...

CHEM...

MATHS...

PHYSICS...

and even GP!!!

It might sound as if I've study a lot and should be quite well prepared for the coming test.
The FACT is......
Its NEVER ENOUGH!!!
No matter how much I study...
It seems that my brain is repelling everything, creating a MIND BARRIER...

Even though I've went through my Chem notes for several times...
and Bio too...
But my INORGANIC sucks!!!
Bio is OKAY... Just enough to score A...
I want A*!!!

Okay...
I'm going crazy bout this part...

Lets move on to MATHS and PHYSICS....
Applied Maths... Checked....
Pure Maths... 1/2 way... I've a slight idea on everything...
PHYSICS....
Please don't ask...
I don't know... =\

p.s. Trials is 3 days away...

Alice in Wonderland 3D

Its a Sunday and my parents ain't around!
Yup, that means I OWN the teevee, laptops, ps2, fridge, the house and the car... x)
I didn't do much except tweaking my bro's laptop and bought my bus ticket in the evening...

Went to ECM with my sis to watch movie...
Along with Cho and Sean.
We watched Alice in Wonderland in 3D. It was nice cause its my 1st time watching movie in 3D. It wasn't what as I've expected but overall its still good. Johny Depp did a great job in his character as the Mad Hatter but should have been much more mad-ier...

Anyhow, we went to yc at TC(as usual).
Where else to go when you're at Kuantan?
Once again Cho was the party spoiler. He wanna go back home right after the movie. And Fei Sin fong fei gei again. We were suppose to drink ice kacang at TC. The peddler is thinking that she's such a successful peddler - she have great ego, bad attitude and often get the orders wrong. We sat there for 30 freaking minutes and she got the wrong drink for us. I'll personally recommend that we'll just have ice cream at McD. Saves time and money.

Its a Friendship That I Wanna Keep

I've been super-duper busy with my studies lately.
AS Trial is just round the corner and its really the time I should buck up. The amount of tension and stress that are mounted on my shoulders are quite unbearable. Nonetheless, I never what my parents to know about it.

But as the title of this blog says, "I AM BLESSED".

Really...

Well, I'm not a religious person...

However, I'm convinced that I'm really BLESSED...

BLESSED by whoever that may be up there...

It doesn't matter even if YOU're BUDDHA, JESUS or ALLAH...

I MUST thank you...

YOU've sent your LOVE in form of a FRIEND...

Without you doing so, most probably I've broken down in this road to success.
Yeah, that one PERSON have changed me. For the better, of course. Being there throughout my life, listening to my problems and shares some of hers. There's many things that I wouldn't realise without her.

Its really a SPECIAL FRIENDSHIP.

All I hope for now, things will remain as it is and we'll be in such friendship.
I couldn't afford to lose one that's as understanding and supporting as you. Even though we might have some different opinions from time to time (especially our view on religion), but you can just gimme that little bit of extra boost in life - lifting me up when I'm down and making me whole when I feel so empty. Convincing me that there's light at the end of the tunnel.

I'm not asking for more...

I just want you to stay in my life...

Blood Donation #2

Okay, FIRST, please don't doubt my weight...
I'm HEAVY ENOUGH to donate blood!!!
I've like more or less 5 person reacting like "Wah! Ivan, you're heavy enough to donate blood!?" =..="... Hello!?!? I'm not as light as below 45kg lar... And I won't fly when the wind blows...

SECONDLY...
Donating blood DOESN'T DEPEND on your BMI!
I might be underweight but I still can donate blood lor... Just that I can donate 350 pin of blood only... Compared to some who can donate 450 pin, its a little bit less...

p.s: my weight is not an issue but please
don't be too exaggerated bout it...

Set that aside, its my 2nd time donating blood...
(My first was during NS at BHR) I'm glad that I'm able to donate blood this time. I've missed the past 2 campaigns due to falling sick and going back to my home town. Timing tadak bagus mar... It feels great when you realise that your little action (such as donating blood or just lend a helping hand) can mean a big deal to someone. After all, who knows that one day you'll be one that needs the help.

"Sometimes it is better to be the giver than receiver..."

Kev and Mun Hoong (yang SEXY) tagged along.
Mun Hoong is totally random (as usual). He walked together with us after Bio class and ended up joining us in the donation because he was too free. It was Kev's 4th time. Guess he'll reach 50 in no time. Its for the better anyways. The whole procedure takes less than 30 minutes but the waiting part stalled our precious time... Okay, its just my sleeping time but its precious!

Mun Hoong was suppose to be the first to donate.
The helper asked him to take the place but when he saw that there was a girl sitting beside the place (the chairs are set to be two chairs together), he said he was with us and wanna sit beside us. In fact, the girl is not pretty... Very typical of Mun Hoong... XD I sat beside him while Kev sat beside Mun Hoong's friend during the donation. Mun Hoong's blood pressure must be pretty good. He was done filling up his bag within 5 minutes. Maybe he's thinking something I'm not thinking... XD Kev was rather slow... It took him about the same time as me to fill up his bag.

We went to the hall (where the campaign was held) at 3.15pm and finished by 4.30pm.
There was a lucky draw after each donation... Mun Hoong and his friend got a goody bag with a key chain while Kev and I got a goody bag and a note book from Maxis (I think they sponsored the event, partially). We had a drink and bread before going back to hostel. I shut downed as soon as I changed my shirt...

A call is all I need...

Like this blog, I've been DOWNED for the past few days.

There's many things going in and out of my neuron transmitting center a.k.a. my BRAINS. One of the headaches, AS TRIALS are due 3 weeks away.

The TRIALS, like Test 3,
determines whether the scholars are eligible to retain their scholarship for the next semester. It makes me feel sick when thinking of it. I MUST retain my scholarship because I never want my parents to pay for my education at this level. And of course, they have high hopes on me doing just that. The conditions for retaining the scholarship are:
1) Get average 60 marks for all subjects,
2) Pass in every subject,
3) Attend every internal tests.
I'm still in the region of average 60+ marks in every test so far. But what that worries me is my inability to push myself to get better grades. I've FAILED to get the best of myself!!!

Besides that, my goal of getting to Cambridge seems....
so..
so....
so......
FAR AWAY...
It might as well remain as a dream...
I can definitely feel the pressure mounting...
Now is the time to do or die...

I've called my childhood friend yesterday and talked for quite some time.
Its really nice to know that there's still a person out there who are willing to listen to my problems and gimme some advice/ encouragement. Despite being busy with all her studies and workload, she was kind enough to spend time talking to me. Its been so long since the last time I talked so long and so many thing about my life with a friend.

She even sent me a picture to encourage me...
With the picture was a message saying:
"Reminded me of God's love when I was praying in the morning. God bless you!"

THANKS!!!

I'm well pumped up now.
I do not want to disappoint my parents and myself.
Time to bounce back and resume my bid to be a Cambridge student!

"What that doesn't kill me makes me stronger!!!"